The Bump Diaries : Week 18

I am a little nervous this week. Our morphology scan is scheduled for today and I always get anxious around the time of big scan. At this stage I’ve been having scans at my OB regularly and growth etc has all been on track, but I can’t help but get slightly worried when a big scan date is looming.

I’ve been feeling emotional this week. I’ve been crying for no reason, especially when it comes to Emmy. I have feelings of guilt about expanding our tribe. I thought one baby would be manageable, but two. TWO BABIES AT THE SAME TIME – how will she cope? How will I cope!? ! I am worried about my relationship with her… How will I divide my time? Can I even love anything as much as I love her?

I am definitely feeling the babies move now, which is good, because I feel like I need that connection with them. I feel like I need to start the bonding process to put some of my fears at ease.

This week has all been all about the tears… and salt and pepper tofu. I can’t just can’t seem to get enough of that. Next stop… morphology scan!

Amy is wearing the Sierra Tee Dress.

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Thanks to Amy Shipp from Mum Life Project who is currently pregnant with twins, and Jade from Hipster Mumfor collaborating on this amazing project!